It’s May 12th again and that means it’s the International M.E Awareness day again. Time sure flies when you’re having fun. In bed. Alone. Dammit. I’ve been a bit more prepared before and written things in advance, but today you get things written on the fly. Lucky you! I’m also “slightly” high on my brand new pain relief patches which are the first stronger meds I’ve taken after getting off Tramadol so I might not make that much sense today. Feeling absolutely no pain tho, so that’s good.
This month has sucked eggs to be honest. I’ve not reacted well to my other new meds, so sleep hasn’t happened as often as I like. Then I got an UTI, hoped it would go away and had to suffer through a long weekend (emergency rooms are not really an option for me normally but in Norway in May we have this so just – no). My mom has gone off on holiday to Italy so I hobbled through a doctors visit on my own with taxis and pharmacies. It’s really the transport bit that is most stressful. And then the damn thing didn’t go away and I had to go back in again. Thankfully now a phone three of uncles and friends of my mom just fixed things for me so it ended up very stress free.
I think this is what makes it so damn hard living with this stupid disease. Whenever you end up having to go outside your normal routines you flail around and make stupid mistakes because your brain isn’t functioning right and then you end up making it worse for yourself.
I wish I could be out with all you lovely M.E warriors standing and sitting up for us today. I’m wearing my MillionsMissing t-shirt and thinking about you. With people like you on the barricades we will succeed.
P.S. For anyone wondering, my mom is taking a very well deserved vacation and is having a blast running around southern Italy visiting volcanoes and whatnot.